The New Revolution OF Me..

Alhamdulillah.. i hope then i'll be better and having a good story. i know to be a good and happy future i've to face all the miserable stuff so that is the way how i know my ability to make a decision and choose which is the best path for me. ive been through for 4 months with this crap thing.. then now ive to end it. i dont want to choose to be like this. i know this is my fault. but i do accept it. the reason why i become like an idiot and stupid people it is because of Love. Sometimes Love make people become deadlock, clueless, unstable..impatient.. but lets it go.. Now i know what i want to do.. i know who am i. yes. if he think he can do like that.. hope so, he will be ok. making people sick with this. just go ahead. my pray always with him.. I accepted it. and thank you Allah swt because you alway besides me. Please do help me Allah ..i need you.